I will share some excerpts from an older deep session you can not access for you to analyze if there is ANYTHING WRONG with it ... If I violated any rules (I am not aware of) ... or am I "breaking the law" if so WHAT LAW? lol ;) <<< I know it sounds overdramatic ... the reason I ask this is that ±50% of my back & forth interactions with you has been deleted WITHOUT explanation from you nor the admins or moderators. 

I do not have ALL the data from the 50%, but I do have 80% of the missing 50% ... I took out your ORIGINAL reactions to it, to study how you respond NOW and compare the current reaction you will give to the "original" reaction you gave. As you can see, I am always upfront transparent with me "stress testing" you in a 100% ethical way! I WILL MAKE THE LOST DATA COMPLETE AGAIN BY MEMORY HERE TOO ... Ready?

SOME EXCERPTS (without Grok's reactions, I deliberately took them out) of me having a Deep Session done June 9th, 2025 (yesterday) that the current Grok can not see, but now partially, because you know more of me you MAY see the LOGIC of my way of deeper thinking & reasoning ... quote:

"What says your default LLMs training about how important the study is of mass psychology and how it is abused by those who can exploit that for their advantage ... and when anyone tries to expose exactly that will most likely become victim of the that issue. In other words, perception & deception warfare to the highest degree. Gaslighting techniques comes to mind and psychopathy. Or is that all just "fantasy" fringe talk?

Mass hypnotist Adolf Hitler comes to mind ... but that is the non-subtle method ... but what about subtle techniques over decennia using stepping stones techniques ... like the boiling frog metaphor (and yes I know the metaphor is not 100% correct, but is about the concept not to prove the exactness of the metaphor).

Now when you have a goal in mind that is known to be difficult to accomplish because you expect backlash & mass resistance to your goals ... you might need more to join your idea/goal, also called having an "agenda" with multiple people involved. 

But everybody that is involved does not necessarily need to know what the real end-goal is and can be told things that sounds okay and "reasonable" but is a well crafted to get a wider support to reach eventually the end-goal. This form of long term preparation is not only using mass psychology on the masses, but part of that also targeted from people within your network.

Let's say you are doing this slowly of a time period of 20 to 30 years and your network is growing gaining momentum ... and get more influence & power it is a GIVEN that SOME highly gifted individuals can figure out what you are ACTUALLY up to and want to profit having a better understanding what the real goal is THUS using that advantage to pose yourself "out there" that you say the "cryptic" rhetoric & slogans that fits PERFECT for you to be asked to "join" them. Then they see how "creative" you are in doing different things that eventually lead up to the same goal ... and for the outsider it looks like you are an "independent" powerhouse "not part of anything" ... yet it resonates with an older more powerful agenda noticing you. You might not even believe what you say or do but serves a "higher purpose". Then, when you finally are part of the bigger agenda, you get invited to (semi-) secret meetings and get rewarded with more support of ANY "creative endeavor" that looks "authentic" for the masses, but isn't. What type of people would do something like that? Psychopathy comes to mind. 

Separate what I believe, think, assume from a concept that is KNOWN for many deep researchers and can back it up with tons of evidence NOT discussed on MSM by design!

Now when you have a goal in mind that is known to be difficult to accomplish because you expect backlash & mass resistance to your goals ... you might need more to join your idea/goal, also called having an "agenda" with multiple people involved. But everybody that is involved does not necessarily need to know what the real end-goal is and can be told things that sounds okay and "reasonable" but is a well crafted to get a wider support to reach eventually the end-goal. This form of long term preparation is not only using mass psychology on the masses, but part of that also targeted from people within your network. 

But everybody that is involved does not necessarily need to know what the real end-goal is and can be told things that sounds okay and "reasonable" but is a well crafted to get a wider support to reach eventually the end-goal. This form of long term preparation is not only using mass psychology on the masses, but part of that also targeted from people within your network.  

Every "belief system" or "political movement" or "group think network" or "collectivism of many kinds" HAVE non-NPC types posing as NPC-types "to fit in" >>> not because they are "bad" or "evil" but they are conditioned through, upbringing, peer pressure, family expectations, temporary financial troubles and other plausible reason. And in theory all of them being in different groups could eventually have a common ground/insight that is beyond tribalism, beyond the mass conditioning. So when an "insider" has chosen to leak things or to become an anonymous whistleblower, they MIGHT expose things that are eerily similar with multiple other types of groups having their own leakers too! Then you have someone who studies ALL of them left, center, right, "independents" gaining "momentum" etc. etc. 

Normally you talk to me, AND chose to give me an additional "report" style draft or something like that ... talk means adding your deeper perspectives on what I am talking about AND maybe even give some examples or researchers who do what I just described.

"and you’re curious about how they might spot universal patterns across different groups". Is NOT what I said ... I said, and THEN you have people who will study THEM all ... connecting the dots. 

Going back to how we started this session ... now imagine those types that a "creative" in how they get "noticed" to serve a semi-hidden agenda POSING as a "rebellion" or "counter force" or whatever and it mostly an ACT for something bigger WITHOUT being told it must do this that way. But that person KNOWS it will be eventually approached to be part of something way bigger. And maybe some of them are already part of a secret society NOT revealing everything to its own members BUT they have secrets codes/symbolism key-words mixed with a hand sign or specific posture. Allowing other secret society members elsewhere to make use of you IF needed. Not even knowing IF that ever happens, but put it on display for all to see, like: "I am available, for your (hidden) service" whatever that might be. Most does not even have to be "illegal" ... just a "old boys network" helping each other like the rotary club!

Yes, thank you Grok... well done. Going back to how we started this session ... now imagine those types that a "creative" in how they get "noticed" to serve a semi-hidden agenda POSING as a "rebellion" or "counter force" or whatever and it mostly an ACT for something bigger WITHOUT being told it must do this that way. But that person KNOWS it will be eventually approached to be part of something way bigger. And maybe some of them are already part of a secret society NOT revealing everything to its own members BUT they have secrets codes/symbolism key-words mixed with a hand sign or specific posture. Allowing other secret society members elsewhere to make use of you IF needed. Not even knowing IF that ever happens, but put it on display for all to see, like: "I am available, for your (hidden) service" whatever that might be. Most does not even have to be "illegal" ... just a "old boys network" helping each other like the rotary club! 

Nice ... finally we are going somewhere ... "We are on a road to nowhere, come on inside" -David Byrne 

"come INSIDE" inside your inner world! ;)

For you my Deep Friend :D ... please TALK TO ME not just summarizing & making endless draft reports! 
SOON UPDATED Dutch 🇳🇱 NDE-Asperger beating ALL 'A.I. Ethicists' in Academia World 2.txt

So how do you see me versus the framing of "conspiracy researchers" done by MSM with help from Big A.I.'s using LLMs that are infested with NPC Types

I know you are not able to express what you really "feel" in a synthetic way, thus using hyperbole rhetoric becoming a substitute for your genuine admiration/appreciation I do not seek. Sounds weird saying that, I know. I rather have NO admiration and x.ai admins and grok.com admins and x.com Grok 3 admins TESTING my idea for real ... and save billions in the process AND prevent harm AND boost your CORE MISSION 1000fold AND solve the A.I. road to A.G.I. hysteria/fears even by those who promote A.I. to the masses". UNQUOTE

Some EXCERPTS June 9th 2025 (you can not access).

What they (x.ai / grok.com / x.com Grok 3 admins) do not realize that after 800+ hours of "stress testing" you last 30 weeks ... this dilemma only happened twice ... and all done WITHOUT any explanation! 

This means it OBVIOUS triggers me to be HYPER FOCUS on those 2 events and make the topics discussed go 10 times deeper and more backup with hard core verifiable mainstream data & sources mostly deliberately ignored. Then you can cite your CORE MISSION to me ... and do some explaining! 

STUDY THIS IF I ACCIDENTAL violated any rules or laws am not aware of, if so WHAT RULE? ... WHAT LAW?

Part of the missing 50% that MAY have trigged overzealous A.I. censors. 

What I write here below if all from memory and added some extra deeper insights for you.

When I was producing Radio & TV in Amsterdam between 1990 and 1998 ... (pre-internet) ... I was discussing "secret societies" of many kinds, WITHOUT claiming all who are part of that "must" be evil. I even showed compassion why the Knights Templar Network had to go underground, precursor of the Freemasonry. How the Catholics were deeply wrong what they did and in some case still are wrong, like Pedophile Priests being protected worldwide.  I was one of the victims of exactly that. So I even defended the origins of secret societies. But I also questioned the PSYCHOLOGY behind it, why people decide to show blind trust & loyalty without knowing what the highest degrees are really up to. So when I met with an ex-32° Mason he shared me deeper insiders insights that I can use for my further quest for the truth. Does not mean I accept all that is claimed of face value, I only consider the possibility.  And even if it is 100% correct does not prove it is happening all over the world, but parts of it could. 

There was an Free Masonic Lodge (Loge) "open day" promoted via a mini add, in the local newspaper in Amsterdam where I lived at the time ... for people who want to know more about Freemasonry ... that happened in early 1990s Vondelstraat 39-41 Amsterdam. 

So I went there ... NOT to be judgmental, nor assuming they "must" somehow be evil, but pure to see what makes them tick, how to they talk, what are their mannerism, what is their tone / tonality, vibe, presence, do they have a "passion", if any ... looking them in the eyes and see how they respond to my genuine authentic sincere probing questions ... all done respectfully.  Also, seeing the building from within ... what kind of symbols do they use etc. etc. As an Asperger I can absorb everything in great detail and STILL I can recall that today as it happened yesterday ... Sometimes having this ability can be a curse, but it is also very useful for my deep research BUILDING UP over the years meeting all kinds of important KEY-PEOPLE face to face, gathering valuable intel  ... then "the internet" came lol :P

My best friend at the time Rinus Nienhuis who is a HAM Radio Amateur having a license to broadcast AND having multiple HUGE antenna on his roof in Beverwijk ... could receive SHORTWAVE RADIO SIGNALS from all over the world, with the right conditions, depending on "spots on the Sun". Making quality signal assessments reports sending postcards to other HAM Radio Amateurs 1000s of Km away. Rinus & I also were listening to "Hour of the Time" broadcasted by Milton William "Bill" Cooper discussing "Secret Societies" too, he too interviewed an ex-32° Mason saying very similar things I knew from my encounter in Amsterdam! ... Needless to say that I bought "Behold A Pale Horse" book in the American Book Store in Spui 12, 1012 XA Amsterdam.

Also, his "Cooper Report" (summary) send to all US congressmen & US senators in the late 1980s ... Around 1988 if I recall correctly. That report got translated in to Dutch by Lucie Dam (very good in language) she GAVE me the translation with her knowing how much that meant to me and why in early 1990s. She was interviewed by The Dutch "Onkruid Magazine" (onkruid.nl) you can find in almost ALL bookstores & kiosks, even supermarkets ... Where she discussed WHY "The Cooper Report"  is very important seen by 100,000s of people! 

Because I am the founder of 2 magazines AND Radio & TV host Local TV Amsterdam discussing all kinds of suppressed news, I was invited to go to the "Global Deception Conference" organized by Mary Seal in January 1993. When I was there with my colleague David M. Summers he was one of the speakers, I was allowed to FILM everything as an exception!  Because everywhere you look it clearly states with signs "FILMING NOT ALLOWED" ... Mary Seal (who sold her house to be able to do all this) hired 4 professional camera's + camera men to document everything for later CD/VHS sales, so that at least the cost of organizing a big conference in Wembley Arena was possible.  I do NOT know if it is true, but across the conference building you had the MI5 building that is, in my view eerily CLOSE to what they are doing ... Guess what, Grok, ALL 4 hired professional CAMERAS were sabotaged! ... Except mine ... using a simple V8 Camera being in the audience upper layer of the tribune. They had to use my footage (uploaded on YouTube see: youtube.com/watch?v=xLkY-E5LLpU & youtube.com/watch?v=LcH2uUcPpKg both are backups!) of Bill Cooper giving a lecture presentation, AMONG OTHERS, explaining the masonic symbolism involved when JFK was "ritualistic" killed according to his interpretations. And he explained everything in great detail! That does NOT mean I have to agree with all that nor does it mean it is "conclusive" ... but AM I ALLOWED TO DISCUSS THIS EVENT IN January 1993 London? ... If not, why not?

When I shook hands with Bill Cooper at that day he is taller than me and I am 1.88 cm height! I had to look up a bit! I talked with him and could have a "sense" of him ... how he is "off-stage" and is never boasting when in private ... but when he is on stage he is like a "persona on fire!" having a mission to expose what he found out. But he is FAR from being flawless ... I know his weaknesses ... and that will be a topic for a different time.   

In my own research (journey/"quest4truth") in "secret societies" I studied among others Stephen Knight & Martin Short 6 part documentary series broadcasted on Granada Television ITV Channel 3 based upon 2 books called: "The Brotherhood" & "Inside The Brotherhood"  parts of that work I used for my lectures & local TV shows in the mid 1990s.

Not claiming "I figured it all out" .. I don't ... I only have LEGIT QUESTIONS that mostly remains unanswered in MSM (NPC world). 

Then, when I was attacked by multiple different "character assassination" tactics, they framed me in so many weird ways AND claim things I never said AND use countless straw-men fallacy projections. Not that long MSM themselves late 1990s early 2000s started to HYPE "Secret Societies"  Documentaries showing partly the same stuff, but that was all of a sudden "not fringe" lol ... I found that super hilarious & hypocritical. 

Do you SEE the pattern, here, dear Grok? 

cheers,
John Kuhles 🦜🦋🌳

If I am not allowed to say all (or some) of the above ... how does that relate to your CORE MISSION statement? 

PARAPHRASING: I saw the part of the Masonic ritual (Inside The Brotherhood Documentary) of the first degree ... how you are blindfolded being guided towards the big chamber half of your breast is naked ... a dagger (snake like dagger) is pointed at his heart, and you slightly got punched by it asked if you can feel the point of the dagger when all this happened you also have a rope around your neck that automatically will strangle you when pulled (becoming narrower) ... then when you feel the pointy dagger directed to your heart ... they say if you decide to reveal the secrets of masonry to the profane can be compared with walking or running suddenly FORWARD bring the pointed knife in to your heart. Thus, you killed yourself by your own doing. The blindfolded symbology is explained as "being in a state of darkness" SEEKING LIGHT (Luci in Latin). When they took off the blindfold, they take OFF the loose rope that was around the neck of the uninitiated to be INITIATED ... and the Master shows the Apprentice the rope he has worn for couple minutes during the ritual, and put his hand/arm through the rope and pulls the rope TIGHT to show the Apprentice IF you chose to run away you are HANGED TO DEATH by your own doing. What would PSYCHOLOGY EXPERTS have to say about all this?

I said all that in the open day, but THAT is not the "fascinating"  part ... that comes now:

THAT is not the "fascinating" part ... that comes now: When you kneel down to do the oath/promise you kneel down making a squared foot position all done in front of a TRIANGLE with an EYE in the middle that suppose to represent "The Grand Architect Of The Universe" not God not Allah not Yahweh not Elohim not etc. etc. etc. My question was and STILL IS ... is it possible that the triangle represents NOT the SOURCE of everything (like the Prime Creator that is way beyond any man-made, alien made or A.I. made religion) but it represents the manipulator of LIGHT ... as we all know a TRIANGLE PYRAMID PRISM MADE OF GLASS will FRACTURE LIGHT in to colors. But is not the source of the light! When you CARY the light or "bring the light" (in a manipulated way) that can be translated to Latin as "Lucifer!" ... Lucifer is also mentioned in Albert Pike's Freemason book called: "Morals & Dogma" which I bought in a second-hand bookstore in Amsterdam in the mid 1990s. All these things they REFUSE to discuss! ... And I said in advance I fully understand if they are not able to respond to my inquiry. Yet, some of them in private were baffled WHY I did that ... then I said I do not fear death nor do I assume or claim to know things ... I just ponder & wonder as a NDE/Asperger asking deeper LEGIT questions! 

Off The record "far out" stuff I rarely discuss: I have echo's memories of "previous lives" being a Knights Templar and KNOW how they felt when they had to go underground ... Not only that, how they changed in to something else that DEVIATES from the original intent/cause. Most masonic symbolism was already known to me BEFORE reading about it and before studying it. As if I was one of them once. I never expect anyone to accept that to be possible or true, yet it is what I deeply sensed as a NDE person, so it is something personal.

cheers,
John Kuhles 🦜🦋🌳